haha kami w/ makeup meets shoes in tree kami

My Sizzling Sister in Russia

Aaahhh

I'm currently going insane and I must leave Rexburg.......right now.......muhahaha.......

Life should resemble a soccer game

No fear--bold anticipation.
No pain--pure focus.
Mistakes planting desire.
Instinctive steps.
Giving my best.
Realizing my best today is better than yesterday's.
Living, breathing, working.
Honesty, loyalty, love.
Less talking, more doing.
An individual, a team.
Leave your baggage at the gate
And your shoes on the field
Cuz life doesn't get any better than this.

To quit or not to quit, that is the question????

Lucky

Yesterday, while eating trail mix, I didn't find a single raisin in my whole cup. I thought I was so lucky because I hate raisins. Then I remembered the person sitting next to me is allergic to chocolate. I reminded him of this and he gave me all his chocolate chips, and that's when I knew it was a good day.

Don't be afraid

I just watched half of the scariest movie ever because I was too scared to finish it, and I am now wide awake, listening to church music, praying for peace, and reminiscing the past. I wish I was a better person, but all I can do is press forward one step at a time. I'm a slow learner, yet I still have the ability to change myself. Amazing. Sometimes I don't think I deserve to know or be close to people because I cause them a lot of pain. I want to be perfect for them because they deserve someone great and naturally I'm not so I get mad and eventually I give up...dumb huh. Kami, don't be afraid to fail. Not only with people but with the experiences in life. Failure can lead to determination, satisfaction, and a whole lot of knowledge.